Nearly didn't see this birthday!

Firstly I need to thank God for granting me another birthday. Two weeks ago I nearly didn't see another year added to my life...yet how do I celebrate my life when I lost two little lives 2 weeks ago? I know they watching down on me wishing they could wish, hug, kiss and just make my day extra special...or so I believe! 31 years of great blessing loss heartache joy and celebrations...trusting that my next birthday would be as a mother NOT with empty arms but with two little giggles looking right at me!