Value of Life!

Our experience through out our married life as a couple has really taught us the value of life. We have come to realize after battling to conceive for many years, then finally conceiving to loosing the twins when we were so close to full term that life is precious. That we need to really appreciate what we have in life and every minute that God has granted us grace. We can all be here today and gone tomorrow, life is just not guaranteed. We need to stop walking around with resentment, issues, heavy hearted and just appreciate and let the small things go. We need to move on and let life take it course, we need to set people free and carry on doing good. The list goes on and on about how we need to be living each day as if it's our last. We also need to appreciate those awesome people we have in our life, those that give us a helping hand those that allow us to be a part of their lives. Life is to short for regrets, you only have one life so make it worth viewing for others looking on.

Martha Munizzi - What he's done

If you feeling today that all hope is lost, I want to tell you that God has this amazing love for us. That no matter what doctors are saying no matter how impossible your circumstance may seem I want to tell you that what his done for me he can do for you. Doctors said I would never conceive but God said nope that is not your call to make. I eventually conceived as written in my blog and yes I have since lost Zachary and Zoe at 6 months but God has even allowed me peace that passes all understanding and he can do the same for you. He can calm every storm in your life today if you only allow him that opportunity to show that amazing love!
 

National Pregnancy/Infant Loss!

So today marks NATIONAL awareness day for  those who has had stillborn, miscarriage and even infant child loss. I have so much mixed emotions on how to feel thinking that we would have just had one month to go before we could have met you Zachary and Zoe without any health complications. But God knew what's best and as many unanswered questions that we might have we need to remain faithful and strong in knowing he know the plans he have for us, plans of no harm but of prosperity. I want to encourage those reading my blog today that even if you might be feeling there is no light at the end of the tunnel and you feel God has left you behind. He is preparing something better and a bigger blessing for you. I would like to encourage you with the story of Hannah, she was a woman in the bible who was childless but not prayerless. Her name means grace/favor and was also one of the few woman in the bible who haven't been negatively portrayed...just to briefly share her back ground. She was married to a husband who chose another wife due to her baroness, but he still showed favor to her blessing her more than his wife that gave him the thing he wanted the most. With this said God does not take his favor away from us but he does allow us pain and suffering, in his word it says to whom much is give much is required. Hannah prayed and cried all the time and amidst her yearning, mocking from her husbands second wife she remained self controlled and had a unconditional prayer life. Hannah was so deep in sorrow she stopped eating, and was at the temple praying for most of the time, but let me encourage you that todays sorrow is the seeds of which tomorrows song will evolve. Eventually Hannah did conceive a son name Samuel and Hannah was restored. So no matter how gloomy things might look right now in your life, be like a Hannah that no matter what she went through her prayer life was not hindered and God deemed her faithful and she bore a son.

First few days!

So my first day back was kind of ok...after I burst out in tears as I set foot into the office building. All i could think of was the last time I left this building I never came back not feeling well and not realising I was actually in pre term labour. So yes it was overwhelming at first but I thank God for good friends and a great boss. I arrived with a welcome goodie bag of treats from a friend as well as another taking me to breakfast amongst the other family and friends who all mailed called tx to find out how my day was going and just giving words of encouragement. My great boss allowed me to ease into things working at my own time and pace up to and including this week. So things have become a bit better each day. I must however admit I sit at my desk most of the time to scared to even use the bathroom in fear of bumping into people with loads of questions and not forgetting those who are walking around with their visible preggie bellies. But I'm building courage each day as I become bolder and more stronger emotionally and physically. I am however for some reason having a super off day but once again great friends family and those I work with are with me every step of the way. Myself and hubby thank God daily for those people who are with us every step of they way with most if not all being with us from the very beginning of our pregnancy throughout and are still around!