WoW!! So Mothers Day was yesterday and it would have been my first mother's day. I was totally ok and felt ready for the day, but I woke up with so much emotion that even hubby was unsure of what was going on...it was just that I had the realisation or reality set in that I'm missing out on another special day that defines a woman (motherhood). I sat in church with everyone wishing for mothers day and I just cried my eye balls out. It was a real tough day but I had to be reminded that our journey in life and in the spiritual walk of life nothing was meant to come easy. How are we moulded into who we are how strong we are or can be if we go through life smooth sailing. I always say I can go on to have a 1000 kids there will always be that longing to have my twins Zachary and Zoe with me too...
