Christmas!

And so Christmas came and it's all over. We were blessed to be able to spend it around the table with our families. But like dad said before saying a prayer at lunch time, let's remember the real reason as well as those that have never had the experience of a full buffet table. The season is about Christ the fact that life was given only to be sacrificed for us. Yes we all get into this hype of getting gifts and having huge Christmas trees but ultermately the gift is Christ the tree is the stars which guided the wise men to baby Jesus. My prayer is that we will never get so carried away that we forget who and what it's really about.

You joined Zachary and Zoe!

Once again myself and hubby had confirmation as to why God has taken us through the journey of loosing our twins in the most horrific way. Dear friends of ours with our Goddaughter was in a serious car accident yesterday morning. My friend was pregnant due mid January. She sadly lost her son after a short while of being admitted to hospital. We were able to stay strong for them, I could look at baby Nahum and feel sadness but not because of my journey but for them as parents. We were able to give support as a couple who have travelled that journey of looking forward to little giggles baby smells etc. God gives us trials, heartache, pain and joy for a reason. He takes us through journeys that might not make sense at the time but we need to keep trusting God as he reveals reasons for our sad and painful journeys. RIP baby Nahum Joshua Stevens you were the most beautiful little boy...You, Zachary and Zoe are safe in the arms of Jesus.