From a high to a low!

So I woke up this morning more refreshed than yesterday, wanting take life head on. But once again all I had to do was get into a lift up to my office floor and hear about mothers and the little ones…if only I could scream. Life has become really tough with babies popping like mushroom around me. The sad part is that some woman have gone through the same fertility treatment as I have and have since found out that they are pregnant…I stop and question when me then? I have gone through nothing different than them…and all I hear in the back of my head is my husband’s voice saying “ALL IN GODS TIME NOT OURS” hang in there!

Could not get out of the building sooner!

So my working day is drawing to a close and this could not have come sooner. I am faced with pregnant fairies all around me everywhere I go I am bound to walk into them. Let’s hope tomorrow is better!!

New at this!

WoW! I have wanted to do this for the past 3years and still very new at this. I’m a 29year old married for nearly 4years and have been trying to conceive for just as long. And the way I feel today has brought me to the point of I just need to off load, not that my husband don’t allow for that! It just seems easier to have my thoughts out there and not burden my husband who is having just such a tough time with our inability to conceive…So here is to loads more blogging and interaction with those out there that is going through the same emotional rollercoaster as me L